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My Tummy Is Jumping…

March 8, 2010

… because today could be the day that changes my life for the rest of my life.

In just over two hours I will be sitting in my interview. The job is one that I can do with my eyes shut. They are the ones that came to me and asked me to apply. They are the ones who want me to come in today. So that that all said and done there shouldnt be a reason in the world why I shouldnt get it.

And the job itself is perfect. Full time 9 – 5, Monday to Friday. It is right around the corner from my dear hubby’s job. Meaning I will be able to go and see him for lunch and I will be able to ride the bus home with him at night. The only thing that is in question, is money. And I figured out what my bottom line is this weekend so as long as they are able to match or beat the bottom line then we are good to go.

But that is only half the battle.

The other half is walking away from the job that I have held for the last two and a half years.

I know that I have to do it. For my own well being for starters, but also for my personal growth in my career.

I am just scared because I know that the boss is going to have a cow. I am walking out as the busy season starts. I am walking out before a new spring trade show. I am walking out before he has a chance to find someone new.

But most of all I am walking out before he has a chance to stop me.

And he would you know. Try I mean. And then he would treat me like garbage the whole time.

No folks. I am not going to let that happen. I swore I would never sit there and allow anyone to beat on me ever again.

And I meant it.

So here goes nothing and everything all at once.

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