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This Week…

March 25, 2010

…has gone by so fast its not even funny. It is Thursday already and the week is almost done. I didnt expect for the time to feel like it is flying by so fast. Never thought in a million years that the weeks would slip by at such an alarming rate. It has been so many years since I worked full time that I find that I have forgotten what it felt like to work all day.

Yes I am still tired. I cant seem to fall asleep at night any earlier than I am used to. In fact I feel like I am going to bed later than normal. Not that I have any energy to do anything because I do not. I had hours of time last night in which to do something productive and yet nothing got done. It was highly frustrating. I wanted to do something, but nothing appealed to me at all. I didnt feel like I had the energy to write, nor to code the website I need to build and certainly not to study. I didnt even crochet at all. Nothing left to give at that point.

So there I sat watching episodes of 24 on DVD and nothing else.

There is no other way for me to put it other than I am frustrated. I want to write. I want to code. I want to crochet. I want to create. But there is no drive.

This weekend is shaping up to be a good one. I get to see a lot of my NaNo buddies at the kick off for ScriptFrenzy which I am participating in this year. 100 pages of a script in 30 days. I am not sure how in the hell I am going to do that. Really I am not. I dont have the energy to write. Heck I dont even have a bloody plot to write!


Maybe a made for TV movie featuring my first novel’s plot? God I dont even know. A graphic novel about a superhero?

Have I mentioned that I do not even know how to write a script? There is that learning curve too. God this is going to be harder than I thought to do when I said alright fine twist my rubber arm I will do it. Mind you working full time was never part of the plot. So I have to work around that now. First things first however I will need to build that website so that I do not have that on my brain when trying to write. Nothing is worse than to have your head filled with things you HAVE to do rather than things you WANT to do.

Alright I need to finish getting ready and get back to the grind-stone. The day commeth and I must be ready to face it.

Carpe Diem ~ Seize the Day. Make it yours my friends.

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