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February 1, 2011

There is no doubt about it. I am late with this blog today. I am sorry Auntie… hope your coffee is still around to enjoy this with πŸ™‚

I had an interesting day yesterday busy for the most part. and then I got home and NOTHING. For the life of me I couldnt pull myself up long enough to get anything productive done. I sat and surfed the net for almost the entire night. Bloody unproductive.

I did however get some closure last night. I finally found out what my ex passed away from. The outcome was sadly what I was expecting. Diabetic ketacidosis. He must have been alseep when his sugar skyrocketed and he lapsed into a coma from which he couldnt recover. It was the one thing I remember worrying about when we were together. That that very thing would happen. Part of me knows that everything happens for a reason, but another part of me feels sorry for him that he had no one beside him to wake him up and save him. He died alone and that bothers me. He wasnt a bad guy. Just not someone that I could see myself with. Did he make a lot of mistakes and choices in life that I could not allow in my life? Yes. Has his family made some of those mistakes? Yes. Can I turn back the time and make it all right? No. Do I want to? No. It is how it should be. All I can hope for now is that he rests in peace and that he has found the solace that he was looking for.

On a more happier note. I was just about to close up and head to bed last night when I got a message on facebook messanger that I totally wasnt expecting. I had a really great conversation last night and if the person who had it with me is reading this, I hope we can do it again sometime. πŸ™‚

And with that I need to go do what I should be doing right now and get myself off to work πŸ™‚

Until tomorrow…

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