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When The Proverbial Poop Hits The Fan…

June 27, 2012

Where do I turn?

To my words. They comfort me like nothing  else can. It is here in the words that I am in complete control and I can find the solace I need.

I have run through the gambit of emotions in the last hour and a half. I dont think there is an emotion that I havent faced. The anger, the fear, the releif, and yes even joy and hope have found their way in there too.

I am angry because it hurts to know that no matter how hard you work sometimes its not enough to spare you.

I am afraid because I dont want to let my family down.

I am relieved because I dont have to wonder about my future at the company anymore.

I am happy because I will get in some quality time with the people I love.

I am hopeful because I know there is something better for me on the horizon and I just have to get there to find it.

But in the end I will continue to roll through the emotions. The tears will keep falling. Until they are done. The world will keep turning and life will roll on. I will move on and things will be better. It has always been like that for me. I have always had some sort of set back before things get better for me.  So this is no different for me.

I will be alright in the end. Better for it no doubt.

To those of you who have sent me your words of encouragement and support. Thank you. You have no idea how much that has meant to me to know I have so many people around me when I really need them.

Until tomorrow…

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