Tired…

That is what my life consists of at the moment, tired exhaustion. But tinged with the knowledge that I am doing the right thing no matter how tiring it feels.

It is an seemingly endless cycle of prepping for the next day. I seem to have no energy left for anything else that I would like to do. I know that this will pass with time and that it will fade into distant memory as I forge on into a future that is mine for the taking.

I know that I am doing the best that I can for my family and that it will get easier as time goes on but it feels like forever. I havent had the energy to study more than twice since I started my new job and writing seems like a thing of the past. I have been crocheting a bit here and there, but even reading seems like more of a chore than a joy.

It will get better and my life will work itself into a routine, just seems to be taking forever to do so.

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